Different

So my social network company is having a meeting on this coming Saturday. 

IM SOOOOOOOOOOO NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I'm gonna meet my boss and a few virtual coulleagues of mine which I haven't meet or talk to. 

So far I only talk to my boss only. THROUGH FACEBOOK :/ 

That's why I'm super nervous now. 

And it's at Publika, a place where no buses will take me too. 

I can only rely on the taxi. 

 

I hope my nervousness won't make me look like shit. 

We are going to have a lunch too. 

I don't really wanna look like a monster eating like a monster. 

I shovel spaghetti. 

Anyway, 

I got this from My Mom yesterday. 

ANTIQUE. 

I RUV IT. 

I feel swag man!!!!!! 

It's from the... I don't know when My Mom bought it, I only know My Mom wear it when she was 20 years younger. 

Swag eh?? 

I'm gonna wear this out everyday. 

It's so cool. I can feel so swaggie. 

At least nobody will wear this glasses out, ONLY ME. 

 

Style biatch. 

Random

I just ordered pizza. 
My Dad asked me to. 
I tried to play calm, as if I don't wanna eat pizza. 
But deep down in my heart I AM SCREAMING FOR PIZZA. 
Too bad My Boyfriend just went home. 

Pizza. 

Anyway, this afternoon I went dim sum breakfast with My Family and we went Klcc because My Mom wanted to redeem her vouchers. 
In conjunction of the Anime Event in Mid Valley, 
I dressed like a Japanese gal today. 
Observe. 

Blur photo taken by My Sis in the toilet. 
Bart everywhere. 
My Mom said my shoes are like safety shoes that My Dad wears at the construction site, 
My Sis said it looks like combat boots. 
I can only say they do not know the meaning of Fashion. 

So I bought this thing called 'Black Sesame Spread'. 
The lady said it's from Japan, RM20 for a bottle. 
I tried, I think it worth the price. 
Therefore, I bought it and My Mom paid for it. 
Thank You Mom. 

It's in my fridge now. 
I'm gonna try it tomorrow. 

Oh, and I had one of the best cendol at Klcc. 
Seriously, it's really good. 
It's been a while since I had a good bowl of cendol, not in kl, but in melacca, and I had diarrhea after that. 
I just can't believe I can have this in kl, sweet authentic gula melacca and creamy santan. 
Just the way I like it.

Pizza is served.

Dad and My first little review

So My Dad is back from Johor for the weekends and he is going back to Johor tomorrow. 
So busy. 
Never mind, at least I get to watch football with him. 
Man Utd vs Aston Villa, we didn't really put high hopes on this games. 
Oh, Aston Villa just scored. 
WTF. 

Someone just teach him how to win. 
I'm gonna break the TV into half. SOON. 

AH, about my review. 
It's my first ever beauty review. 
Confetti, champagne, celebrations y'all. 

A toast to me and my first review. 
And I'm introducing y'all a moisturizer for face which I think it's quite good. In My opinion. 

RM59.90 for 50ml. 
Quite reasonable for an organic brand because everything in Malaysia is getting more expensive than ever.  
It's from The Body Shop and it's a day cream which you apply it only on day time. 
I wash my face, pat with toner and then I apply this day cream then I put on my makeup. 
Easy as that. 

One of the reasons I like this cream because it moisture my face, very cooling and it prevent any excess oil from popping out but then, my face doesn't gets too dry.
The thing is like this, 

when your face is too dry --- makeup meltdown, BIG TIME. 
when your face is too oily --- another makeup meltdown, look just like cake batter. 

So this cream can prevent the 2 horrible scenes above from happening on your face. 
Which is very important because makeup meltdown makes people look ugly.
And this cream has a light scent, not too strong or smell like antibiotic syrup, I'm comfortable with it. 
Just apply a thin coat of this cream on your face before putting any sunblock or whatever, 
and voila.  

Therefore, I like this cream and this is a sincere review, hope this can help people who suffer from makeup meltdown and other people who wanted to purchase any moisturizer. 

Oh, Man Utd 2 and Aston Villa 1. 
It's only half time, I don't expect much.

Companion

Today is not any special day, it's just a normal day, but,
I want to blog about companionship --- My Boyfriend.

Well, he is not this bad because I play games WITH him.
Anyway,
when My Boyfriend was sending me home just now,
we were discussing abut my personalities.
I think he observe me for a very long time.
He can describe me so clearly, I got a shock because he know me sooooooooooooooooooo well.
Like SO WELL, he even know I can sit there alone and daydream and talk all by myself. 
AWESOME. 

He is a great friend, my bff, and a great lover. 
We gossip a lot, which makes him a good friend. 
We basically like to eat the same food and have same topics to talk to, which makes us bff. 
And we can sing/ yell in the car, acting we are professional drummer or guitarist, which makes us bff too. 
I love him so much and he loves me so much too, which makes him a great lover. 
We are beer buddy too. 

I just want to say, everyday is Valentine's Day. 
I Love You Dearest :) 

Do we look alike??

Appointment and conversations

Finally, after 10 years of appointments and obstacles and schedule changing, 
We FINALLY get to go out. TOGETHER. 

Rachel, I, Jessica 

We finally able to agree a date, which is today, and we went for a lunch together at a restaurant called 'Antipodean'. 

For food reviews just google it, I don't really know what to review because this is my first time eating. 

The point is not really on the lunch, 

it's about a little tie between us called...... 

Noisiness = VERY VERY VERY NOISY. 

Because Rachel and I got no car, so Jessica got no choice but to be the driver. 

HOW GENEROUS OF HER. 

When 3 of us squeeze in the car, 

either one of us started to talk/scream/yell, 

I thought my eardrum is going to explode. 

IT WAS TOO NOISY. 

Especially when we were in a car, 

and sound reflects and repeat in a small space. 

The only thing you hear is AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and laughing sound because I think we said something funny?? 

Rachel:" Jessica, turn right." 

Jessica:" Ok, go straight~" 

Rachel:" TURN RIGHT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" 

or 

Jessica:" I'm had insomnia last night, my metabolism is burning me XD" 

or 

Rachel:" Why you suddenly break???!!!" 

Jessica:" In front that car laaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" 

Me:" It's okay, there will be a pink lip stain at the back of her seat. " 

or 

Jessica and I:" Wong Rachel, we thought we told you to dress nicely." 

Rachel:" Yea a, I didn't wear this shirt to college before a~" 

or 

Rachel:" I didn't buy bra today T_T " 

or 

Jessica:" Korean use seaweed to make facial mask, that's why their skin so smooth~" 

Me:" Korean boils the seaweed and stick at their face a??" 

Jessica and Rachel:" HHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA their will burn their face la HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA" 

and many more. I forgot most of them. 

I only remember we laughed so hard and so loud and everyone looked at us. 

It was really fun seeing both of them. 

I suggested let's have another appointment next month, 

Jessica:" Next week IS next month AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" 

I really don't know why she laughed at that. 

Betrayed

After reading my previous deep, deep post, 

CAN I DELETE IT OMG ITS LIKE BULLSHITTING. 

I read it after I post it last night, it was okay, 
but then when I read it just now, 
IT'S HORRIBLE :0 
I do not know what am I writing, 
it's either too deep or it's a whole new level of crap. 

You're right old man. 
I don't understand at all although it was written by me, 
but I know it's stinks, like bullshit. 

Anyway I was cooking lunch for My Sis and I. 
Macaroni and Cheese~~~~~~~~~~~~ 

Yes. Yes it does look like crap. 

Macaroni and cheese in a packet and I added milk from AUSTRALIA. 
I expect the macaroni and cheese will taste 10 times better because of the milk from AUSTRALIA. 
It's not those local milk you know, milk from AUSTRALIA shall make the thing taste better. 
Unfortunately...... my masterpiece taste like powdery powder liquid. 
One word --- DISGUSTING. 
Therefore I didn't take a photo of it and upload it here. 
It was so yellow and watery, nothing close to what I saw on the packet. 

Packet, YOU BETRAYED ME. 

Introvert

This is gonna be a deep, deep post. 
It's so deep until I labeled this post 'So deep'. 
So, I think I'm an Introvert. 

According to Google, 

Introvert
Noun: a shy, reticent, and typically self-centered person. 

Wow. 
I'm shy and reticent (I don't know what does 'reticent' means) and a self-centered person. 
I thought EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THIS WORLD is like that. 
I didn't wake up few days ago and label myself as an introvert. 
Still, few days ago, My Boyfriend said I'm an introvert. 
He said because I blog and blogging means either I'm sharing my happy or sad things with the entire universe or I can't express myself. 
I think...... I can't express myself properly. 

I always need to find other way to express myself OR I rather don't talk about it. 
Maybe because every time when I am TRYING to talk about it, other people definitely have something to say about it. 
So, I choose not to talk. 
Even dealing with strangers, which I am afraid the most, 
especially those events which I need to meet new people. 
OH.MY.GOD. 

I'm not that talkative like people see me.
I used to talk a lot. Like A LOT. 
But the older I am, I lesser I talk. 
I only talk to people I know. 
I just don't like dealing with humans. 
Or EVERYONE just like to talk to people they know. 

Few months ago, My Boyfriend and I watched a French movie called 'Amélie'.
It's like The.Best movie everrrrrr. 

It's about an introvert girl dealing with the world but also living in her fantasy. 
SO CUTE. 

SO SO CUTE. 

Improve

So I got this purple hair extension from Sim Lu.
It's so awesome and I wear it for like one whole day. 

I'm very happy with that extension. 
But everyone, including My Mom was like: 

Their face. 
My Mom even spoke to me 'slight louder than usual' when she saw my extension. 

She was like:" AH GIRL WHAT IS THIS??????!!!!!!" 

But I don't care, I'm gonna wear it for few more days, I love the colour look so striking among of ma black mob. 
I'm gonna wear it again tomorrow although the extension is 5cm longer than my own hair. 
I'm gonna swing my hair back and forth and left and right. 
EVERYONE MUST SEE MA NEW EXTENSION. 

Anyway, 
I posted 2 articles today, and it drained my brain power. 
When I finished drafting, searching, gathering all info until the moment I published it, 
it's already 6pm. 
I spent like 6 hours sitting in front of my laptop, vomit only 2 articles. 
PRODUCTIVITY IS SO LOW. 

6 friggin' hours and only 2 articles. 
I'm like gonna blind and my brain is wilting like a plant. 
I felt like a zombie already and it's just my 2nd day posting articles. 
My Boyfriend just told me there are punctuations problems here and there. 

But I shall IMPROVE. 
Maybe little by little, I think I will spend more time on reading. 
I need to read, not grammar, but vocabulary. 
I wanna write beautifully, when people read it, they will feel beautiful...... or feel good. Yeap. 
I wanna learn how to write, so people are attracted to read my stuff, not just me read and re-read my own stuff.
And I need to take more writing job.
Money and experiences. 
Seriously. 
Having an internship at your own college doesn't seems like a good cv to me. 
So I need experiences, DESPERATELY. 
Since the society need experienced employee or whatever. 
I just graduate from my college and I have 0 working experience. 
Companies outside expect me to have 10 years of working experience of what-so-ever. 

I shall work harder. 
Add Oil!!!!!!

Hardcore

So last night another BFF of mine - Sim Lu invited me to go to a online advertising company's party. 
I felt...... Awkwardly fun because I talked to her only and I ate A LOT. 

The dressing theme for the night is 'James Bond/ Bond Girl' and I don't think I dress like James Bond or any of his Bond Babes. 
I looked...... Decent. Yeah~ DECENT :D 
And basically both of us were like talking and talking and taking photos at the photo booth. 
Well, a self-proclaimed 'Doctor' came to Sim Lu and bullshited his way, 
to me, he was bullshitting because he doesn't look like a good guy, to me. 
I was busying eating and drinking because the food is AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I didn't take any food photos because I was busy stuffing everything into my mouth. 
Gosh, I can imagine I look like a monster. 

FEAR ME. RAWR. 
Anyway, they have this barbeque-herb and spices-marinated chicken breast on a stick is so DERRRICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I REPEAT. DERRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I tasted the lemon grass and chili flakes and lemon zest/ juice and some other herbs and spices oh mai gawd it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
And I ate 6 sticks. 
I think the chefs recognized me because I walked there again and again and again just for their chicken breast on a stick. 
How embarrassing...... NOT. 
I was an invited guest, I EAT FOOD. 

So I was watching Food Network Asia on the TV and they were airing 'Unique Sweets' and 'Unique Eats' at that particular moment and I sometimes wonder how come such channel exist. 
It's torturing I tell you. TORTURING. 
They were introducing some restaurants/ cafes/ shops in the US which serve derrrriiiicious food. 
And they introduced a pizzaria called 'Settebello' and omg their pizza look so derrriiiiicious I think I am hallucinating because I can smell the pizza!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Those chefs/ food writers said their pizza is like thin, crispy, traditional stove-baked crust top with pure tomato sauce, chewy, nutty CHEESE and other toppings like herbs or cubes and cubes or meat. 
When you bite it, it's soft and crunchy at the same time and the juice of the meat and the tomato sauce just burst out from the pizza and swoosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In goes your stomach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

......

I wanna have pizza right now. 
I WANT PIZZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm just torturing myself. 
I'm so hungry right n0w. 
My mouth watered because of those little description of the pizza I typed above. 
I feel so empty right now. 
Boyfriend is not here with me now, and no pizza. 
My Boyfriend and I love eating pizza. 
I think I love eating pizza more than he does. 
I have another BFF called Jessica and she is my pizza buddy. 
We ALWAYS eat pizza. 
Our obsession for pizza is so strong, 
fat is not even a problem when we are eating pizza. 

 

2 days

So I supposed to update this little space last night but I came home very late last night so I'm mashing up yesterday's little things and today's little big together in one post.

Yesterday

So I was waiting for the bus in the morning and I saw a small pack of instant noodle soup base powder on the floor.
For those who never encounter instant noodle in your entire life,
this is how it looks like:

One of my favourite sinful meal, fattening but incredibly satisfied. 
So I saw a packet of that soup base on the floor, 
then I was like why in the world will this be here?? 
Before my stupidity brought me further, 
my common sense hits me. FINALLY. 

"Dear Weng Sze, there is an edible object in this world called The Cup Noodle." 

Oh. 

So this is one of those days I felt smart. 

Anyway,
last night My Boyfriend, My BFFs and I went to our friend's house to celebrate his younger brother's belated birthday. 
And we stuck in the traffic for 2 hours and 30 minutes. 
AWESOME. 
I think my breakfast already been digested 3 times in my stomach. 
I'm just TOO HUNGRY and I ate like a monster when we arrived at the house. 

Burp. 

Today 

I HAND IN MY THESIS. 

YEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 
I did it. 
I finished my thesis. 
It's actually quite touching you know, 
the moment when you hand in your hard work to your supervisor and you are ready to party. 
I tried to play calm but really, 
I'm so happy that I forgot my throat is unwell and I ate potato chips. 

By the way, 
this is the best potato chip like ever!!!!!! 

Common sense

According to My Mom, I have NO common sense. 

My Mom always say I have no common sense. 
She always wonder where is my common sense and what happen to my common sense. 
Sometimes I wonder the same thing too. 
Where is my common sense?? 
Because I always ask silly questions and answer silly stuffs which make My Mom drop her jaw and decided to yell the shit at me. 
For example, last night: 

"Mi, I wanna eat pizza." 

"HERE NO WATER AH. THEY DONO USE WHAT WATER AND MAKE PIZZA. WAIT DADDY COME BACK FROM JOHOR FIRST." 

"Oh. Okay~" 

"WHERE IS YOUR COMMON SENSE AH GIRL??????" 

See. 
I don't think I have no common sense.
I did have common sense, just that it make sense to me, but not to others. 

Les Miserable. 

Anyway, I finally published my first post to the social network sharing site!!!!!! :D 
However, I feel proud of myself but at the same time, I feel lame. 
My post is not VIRAL enough. 
I'm just so frust because I don't really have inspiration to write VIRAL post. 
I can sit at the same place for a day, thinking/ waiting/ dreaming for inspiration to appear. 
There are some great humans out there, saying inspiration does not pop out like that, we gotta work for it, 
Sadly, when I'm working, I already use half of my brain. 
Another half is for back up/ breathing/ sensing things that I should be sensing/ emergency, 
no time to look for inspiration myself. 

Awesome. 
I don't even have common sense, my asian powers shall be like...... Eating chinese dumplings?? 

Close enough.

Old

So this afternoon I had a date with a long lost woman/ another bff/ biatch. 

Yup. 
Celebrating her birthday which was like a week ago. 
But her birthday goes like FOREVER and therefore, I can celebrate her birthday with her whenever I want. Ha. 
It's like our first date since 2 or 3 years ago I think. 
So it's like 2 or 3 birthdays MASH UP celebration. 
Of course, transport-less human like me need a driver like her to drive. 
We went to Publika and ate like food and cake. 
SO FULL. 
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WOMAN.

Anyway, 
when we were on our way home, 
we went through the highway toll, 
and I told her:

"When I'm old, I wanna be the money collector in the toll station." 

And she said: 

And then: 

Dafuq. 
I SAID WHEN I AM OLD. 

Our conversation was like some 70/80 years old women talking, alongside they have their crazy cat with them. 
Well, I feel I'm 10 times older when I talk to her. 
Like you know, 
when I talk, then she respond 10 seconds later, 
when she talk, I respond 10 seconds later, 
most of the time with this face. 

Yep. 
That's us.

CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE

So yesterday I was nagging about why I haven't receive his email. 
And just now I was checking my email and.......................... 

WATDAFUQ YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS 
So I am very happy and happy and happy and I wanna scream the rainbow out of me like 

I'm THIS happy. 
So I congratulate myself first. 

I don't really dare to say I deserve the job but I gave my best. 
I cracked my head thinking what content will go viral in the Internet. 
I vomit 2 sample articles out in a day. 
I hope I can contribute more, 
at least let them feel like the rm35 they are gonna pay me worth the time they spent on reading my sample articles and receiving 3 email from me in a day. 

Anyway some of the radio stations today in Malaysia cancel the talk shows and only played songs. 
Soft, slow, mostly love songs. 
To respect the MH370 incident I guess. 
The plane is still nowhere to be found. 
So let's just hope the passengers on board can come back to us safely. 
#prayformh370 

Anyway again, 
I listened songs and songs and songs and more songs this afternoon.
And I found out I actually prefer songs from the 80s and 90s and early 2000. 
Boyz II Men, Mariah Carey, Backstreet Boys and all time fav ------ Nsync.
Something that I actually understand what are they singing, at least I can identify the lyrics. 
Or song with ACTUAL nice meaning. 
Because recently or few months ago I heard a song from the radio, 
it sounds like this 

The entire song sounded EXACTLY the gif above. 
I think la if I'm not mistaken. 
I was like 'serious ah??????' 
Wow. 
That's deep. 
Really deep. 
It's so deep until I feel all the vocabularies I've been studying all my life is offended.