一些中文字已經忘了，所以會有英文字的出現。
我覺得這篇文章英文是很難表達出來，
母語雖然是英文，
畢竟學了九年的中文，說了整十多年的破中文，感情 wise 會比較貼切。
同桌在社交網站 po 了一篇東西，
90 後的成長。
裡面的東西說得真好，一針見血。
虛偽和現實，是我最不想面對的東西。
我知道有這倆的存在，只是不想去理，也不要去理。
我寧願有自己的一個小空間，
做我自己喜歡的東西。
我不想學會長大，太複雜了。
要學會擦鞋，看臉色，小動作，搞小團隊，天啊我不喜歡遇到這些有的沒的。
做人簡單一點不就好了嗎？
他說我有一點點 introvert, I think I really am one.
Or to be exact, I'm a past person.
I miss the past more than I look forward.
The only thing that motivate me to look forward is thinking what to write for my job thing n what to eat the next day.
And many more, books and tv and family and friends.
And boyfriend of course. And money.
Anyway, I only like mixing around with ppl that I already know, I'm lazy meeting new people.
You see, that is one of the thing of growing up,
You gotta meet people, talk bullshit, and smile and fake the day until you are home.
I really don't wanna live in a life like that.
About the I'm a past person thing,
I like to think about the happy little life when I don't need to worry about everything.
I like thinking about old times,
Because I met a lot of great people,
And I love spending time with them,
Not that I don't see them now but...
It's not like old times anymore.
Time flies, things change, people change. You will never had the feelings that you once had with them.
Don't ever question yourself,
It happens, all the time.
It's just not the same anymore.
But life goes on.
I hope I won't forget my past, it is the one who shape me into a person I am now.
Some are good memories, some are bad,
But Never regret on what we did, because at that time, it was exactly what we wanted.
The thing you can do is keep the good ones, try not to remember the bad ones.
You won't forget, it just fade.
A toast to our life, a toast to our youth.
I'm blogging in English again.
Typing mandarin is so troublesome :0
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