Improve

So I got this purple hair extension from Sim Lu.
It's so awesome and I wear it for like one whole day. 

I'm very happy with that extension. 
But everyone, including My Mom was like: 

Their face. 
My Mom even spoke to me 'slight louder than usual' when she saw my extension. 

She was like:" AH GIRL WHAT IS THIS??????!!!!!!" 

But I don't care, I'm gonna wear it for few more days, I love the colour look so striking among of ma black mob. 
I'm gonna wear it again tomorrow although the extension is 5cm longer than my own hair. 
I'm gonna swing my hair back and forth and left and right. 
EVERYONE MUST SEE MA NEW EXTENSION. 

Anyway, 
I posted 2 articles today, and it drained my brain power. 
When I finished drafting, searching, gathering all info until the moment I published it, 
it's already 6pm. 
I spent like 6 hours sitting in front of my laptop, vomit only 2 articles. 
PRODUCTIVITY IS SO LOW. 

6 friggin' hours and only 2 articles. 
I'm like gonna blind and my brain is wilting like a plant. 
I felt like a zombie already and it's just my 2nd day posting articles. 
My Boyfriend just told me there are punctuations problems here and there. 

But I shall IMPROVE. 
Maybe little by little, I think I will spend more time on reading. 
I need to read, not grammar, but vocabulary. 
I wanna write beautifully, when people read it, they will feel beautiful...... or feel good. Yeap. 
I wanna learn how to write, so people are attracted to read my stuff, not just me read and re-read my own stuff.
And I need to take more writing job.
Money and experiences. 
Seriously. 
Having an internship at your own college doesn't seems like a good cv to me. 
So I need experiences, DESPERATELY. 
Since the society need experienced employee or whatever. 
I just graduate from my college and I have 0 working experience. 
Companies outside expect me to have 10 years of working experience of what-so-ever. 

I shall work harder. 
Add Oil!!!!!!

Common sense

According to My Mom, I have NO common sense. 

My Mom always say I have no common sense. 
She always wonder where is my common sense and what happen to my common sense. 
Sometimes I wonder the same thing too. 
Where is my common sense?? 
Because I always ask silly questions and answer silly stuffs which make My Mom drop her jaw and decided to yell the shit at me. 
For example, last night: 

"Mi, I wanna eat pizza." 

"HERE NO WATER AH. THEY DONO USE WHAT WATER AND MAKE PIZZA. WAIT DADDY COME BACK FROM JOHOR FIRST." 

"Oh. Okay~" 

"WHERE IS YOUR COMMON SENSE AH GIRL??????" 

See. 
I don't think I have no common sense.
I did have common sense, just that it make sense to me, but not to others. 

Les Miserable. 

Anyway, I finally published my first post to the social network sharing site!!!!!! :D 
However, I feel proud of myself but at the same time, I feel lame. 
My post is not VIRAL enough. 
I'm just so frust because I don't really have inspiration to write VIRAL post. 
I can sit at the same place for a day, thinking/ waiting/ dreaming for inspiration to appear. 
There are some great humans out there, saying inspiration does not pop out like that, we gotta work for it, 
Sadly, when I'm working, I already use half of my brain. 
Another half is for back up/ breathing/ sensing things that I should be sensing/ emergency, 
no time to look for inspiration myself. 

Awesome. 
I don't even have common sense, my asian powers shall be like...... Eating chinese dumplings?? 

Close enough.

CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE

So yesterday I was nagging about why I haven't receive his email. 
And just now I was checking my email and.......................... 

WATDAFUQ YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS 
So I am very happy and happy and happy and I wanna scream the rainbow out of me like 

I'm THIS happy. 
So I congratulate myself first. 

I don't really dare to say I deserve the job but I gave my best. 
I cracked my head thinking what content will go viral in the Internet. 
I vomit 2 sample articles out in a day. 
I hope I can contribute more, 
at least let them feel like the rm35 they are gonna pay me worth the time they spent on reading my sample articles and receiving 3 email from me in a day. 

Anyway some of the radio stations today in Malaysia cancel the talk shows and only played songs. 
Soft, slow, mostly love songs. 
To respect the MH370 incident I guess. 
The plane is still nowhere to be found. 
So let's just hope the passengers on board can come back to us safely. 
#prayformh370 

Anyway again, 
I listened songs and songs and songs and more songs this afternoon.
And I found out I actually prefer songs from the 80s and 90s and early 2000. 
Boyz II Men, Mariah Carey, Backstreet Boys and all time fav ------ Nsync.
Something that I actually understand what are they singing, at least I can identify the lyrics. 
Or song with ACTUAL nice meaning. 
Because recently or few months ago I heard a song from the radio, 
it sounds like this 

The entire song sounded EXACTLY the gif above. 
I think la if I'm not mistaken. 
I was like 'serious ah??????' 
Wow. 
That's deep. 
Really deep. 
It's so deep until I feel all the vocabularies I've been studying all my life is offended. 

Better

Great photo to kick off my title ------ Better. 
Gosh what is wrong with Moyes?????? 
I wanna cry already. 
Man Utd lose like shit now. 
I barely finish watching the whole match. 
Lose 3 goals to Liverpool in Old Trafford. 
Man Utd HOME GROUND. 

Yes Sir Alex Ferguson, yes you do. 
I just hope Moyes can win in the next few games. 
By the way, watching football without My Dad is not fun at all. 
He is now at Johor because of his work. 
I Miss My Dad...... and pizza. 
Yup. Dad and pizza. 

So My face now is getting better I guess. 
It still feels rough but not like sand paper for now. 

Anyway...... 
About the job thing and I emailed him 3 times? 
I haven't get his reply yet. 
I am pretty desperate right now. 
I need money like PLENTY of money because I wanna use them for shopping and save them for shopping. 
But he haven't reply me. 
I was like waiting from Friday until today. 
But I still haven't receive any of his reply. 
I only see his first email and 3 of my emails in our conversation. 
I really wanna yell at him, if he ever replies or met him in person. 
I wanna be like:"WHY U NO REPLY ME DAFUQ!!!!!! YOU MAKE ME WAITED FOR SO LONG!!!!!!" And give him the damn poker face. 

Yes and you should feel guilty. 


Nah I'm just kidding. 
I'm actually quite scare if he ever finds out this post and I think I will be doomed. 
Maybe when he fires me he will give me his own version of poker face. 

Dafuq I just saw. 
Her face is like gonna break into half. 

Job

Finally. 
IT F*UCKING RAINED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

DAMN YOU'RE RIGHT. 
Haze everywhere in Malaysia, especially my housing area. 
The haze was like so thick and dry, 
I don't wanna inhale haze and exhale haze. 
So I tried to breathe lightly today by not breathing in haze/air until my lungs feel full. 
I breathed in half of the haze/air and breathed it all out. 
I felt dizzy. 
So the rain saved the day by cleansing the air a little bit. 
Just a little bit because I still smell burnt smell. 
And there is no water supply today, 
which makes the situation from worse to worse x 2. 
Thick haze and no water supply. 
How lovely. 

Anyway I recently found a job about writing articles for a local social network sharing site. 
I gave it a try because I like to write silly, random stuff. 
But there one thing I actually fear, 
other than my articles appear to be useless or not interesting to the editors, 
GRAMMAR. 

Seriously. 
I am really really afraid that the editors throwing dictionaries at their monitors/ laptops. 
Indirectly throwing at ma face. 
I knew I am bad at my grammar therefore, I confessed in the email that I have slight problem dealing with grammar. 
And I hit the 'send' button. 





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Oh wait, 
I forgot to attach my sample articles. 

Happy

So my basin crack. 
Yep. 
That is not the point. 

My Mom and I went Aeon like few days ago because I wanna buy some stuff and food for breakfast. 
And these were what I bought. 

Fake eyelashes and double eyelid glue. 
Time to feel beautiful~ 
Well, at least I want my eyes to look bigger and fairy-like-er. 
I was not born with big-almond shaped eyes to impress others, 
therefore I have to take matters into my own hands ------ Time to put on some powder and plastics hair on ma face!!!!!! 
And kudos to My Mom who decided to pay for the 2 items above when I kinda offered to pay. 
But even if I paid, I was still using My Mom's money. 
So, My Mom still did a great decision. 

Anyway, recently I am highly addicted to the song called 'Happy' by Pharrell Williams. 
The song is like the cutest song ever. 
I only hum the chorus part that I knew and I already felt 100 times happier than before :D 
I was harmonizing for Pharrell ( calling his name like he is my neighbour/ friend) and I don't really know the actual lyrics of the songs but amazingly/ awkwardly, I felt just happy :D 
I think My Mom looked at me awkwardly, wondering what happen to her eldest daughter.

Who cares, as long as I'm happy. 

Because I’m happy
Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof
Because I’m happy
Clap along if you feel like happiness is the truth
Because I’m happy
Clap along if you know what happiness is to you
Because I’m happy
Clap along if you feel like that’s what you wanna do

Ouch

Having bad muscle ache lately. 
I guess I work out a lil TOO MUCH. 
I have bee lil plum/ slight fat/ baby fat girl since like 10 years old?? 
I don't know, I was already 45kg when I was 12, and my mom was 50kg at her 41. 

FAT. 

So I force myself to go for diet when I was 13 until when I hit 21 last year, 
I finally decided to go for exercise. 
I AM HOOKED.
I basically feel uncomfortable if I didn't exercise for more than twice a week, ended up insomnia at night and constantly looking at the mirror, mumbling the word 'FAT' at myself. 
I recently did some workouts involve with shaking my meat around and bend myself like I'm a pipe or something. 

I did 50 squats in a row. And some other workouts involve with my thigh or calf or something. 
My ass hurts like shit now. 
My knee hurts too. I feel like when David Beckham broke his knee or something, feels like electric shock in my knee. wtf. I can't even get a proper sleep. 

Try it. You will feel like you are going to poop anytime during the workout XD