Introvert

This is gonna be a deep, deep post. 
It's so deep until I labeled this post 'So deep'. 
So, I think I'm an Introvert. 

According to Google, 

Introvert
Noun: a shy, reticent, and typically self-centered person. 

Wow. 
I'm shy and reticent (I don't know what does 'reticent' means) and a self-centered person. 
I thought EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THIS WORLD is like that. 
I didn't wake up few days ago and label myself as an introvert. 
Still, few days ago, My Boyfriend said I'm an introvert. 
He said because I blog and blogging means either I'm sharing my happy or sad things with the entire universe or I can't express myself. 
I think...... I can't express myself properly. 

I always need to find other way to express myself OR I rather don't talk about it. 
Maybe because every time when I am TRYING to talk about it, other people definitely have something to say about it. 
So, I choose not to talk. 
Even dealing with strangers, which I am afraid the most, 
especially those events which I need to meet new people. 
OH.MY.GOD. 

I'm not that talkative like people see me.
I used to talk a lot. Like A LOT. 
But the older I am, I lesser I talk. 
I only talk to people I know. 
I just don't like dealing with humans. 
Or EVERYONE just like to talk to people they know. 

Few months ago, My Boyfriend and I watched a French movie called 'Amélie'.
It's like The.Best movie everrrrrr. 

It's about an introvert girl dealing with the world but also living in her fantasy. 
SO CUTE. 

SO SO CUTE.