Feeling Pretty

Hi. Today if Friday and ALL CLASSES CANCEL. 
I'm so free this afternoon, 
I decided to slack until like 6pm? 
I the mean time, I decided to try to put on make up, especially eye shadow. 

My goodness,  for one sec I thought I look like Joker. 
I didn't even take a photo of it. 
I'm not born with a pair of deep set eyes like my mother, or double eye lids like her too, 
putting up eye shadow and trying to blend it - it is so damn hard. 
I'm starting to feel like my Naked 3 palette is a damn waste. 

Ahh. 
Why izit so hard just to be a fashion blogger.

Interest

Hello Humans. It's been a while. 

Yea. After three months and constant reminded by my woman Le Tong Sim Lu, 
I am back again for the Nth times. 
I started my Bachelor Degree on October and I'm so busy with le assignments, 
I don't really wanna miss any chance of staring at the ceiling blankly and slack the shit out of me. 

Yes. Constipation still haunts me and I rather spend time focusing on shitting than facing my laptop. 

But when I think back that my reasons to blog ( mainly because of the constant reminds of le Tong Lu),
I finally realize that my passion of sharing stuff has not die out just yet. 
I like to write, not writing freaggin' assignments or any papers, 
but just purely write my lungs and heart out. 
But other than writing my organs out, 
I wanna share a lil bit of my thought about my fashion thingy. 

Yes. 
I wanna be a fashion blogger. (Although this world is already overload with fashion bloggers.) 
Don't ask me why, I will tell you why. 
Because since I was a little girl (a lil sarcastic), 
I always have a thing for fashion. 
I like fashion. 
So, I saw humans are pumping their fashion/style thoughts around the world, 
I wanna join the fun too. 
Y'all know what I'm trying to say? 

So yea, I'll try my best to blog more often. 
Share more of my life and my fashionable thoughts with the Internet. 
I pray for myself I can keep on this fire for blogging. 
Burn my damn laziness away. 

BTW, 
when I'm talking about fashionable thoughts, 
I am DEFINITELY NOT talking about this. 

I'm so sorry to the designer of this, 
I just can't even. 

Lazy

I hope my brain can control the key board. 
I'm so lazy to type my thoughts. 
But I want to blog about my thoughts.
I wish I'm a mind-control genius. WTF. 

So updates on my kidney infection. 
I...... don't really know am I fully recovered... or not. 
Doctor said I'm good, but after I finish my antibiotics, 
I can still feel my my kidney is jumping. 

Dafuq I was saying. 
My point is, 
I can feel my kidney is there. Like, "THERE." 
My Mom say I'm over-reacting. 
According to her, I'm 'too afraid to die.' 

Nobody wants to die this early. 
Including me.

Anyway, 
I wanna be a fashion blogger. 
But I don't really know how. 
Plus my laziness. 
Gosh. 
I actually have a lot a lot a of of ideas going in my brain, 
I'm just TOO LAZY to type it all out. 
Yes darlings, 

I'M THIS LAZY.

Worried

Am I dead yet? 
Because kidney infection is haunting me. 
UGH. 

Couple of days ago, 
I realized I was having fever, on and off fever. 
Other than the heat, my right back hurts. 
I have no idea why, 
I quickly assumed the pain is because I pushed TOO HARD during bowel movements. 
3 time of bowel movements in one day. 
SO RARE. 

Booyah bitches! 

So as day goes by, (actually it was just like 2 days)
the pain got quite...... intense. 
I even shivered like crazy in the middle of the night. 
That kind of shiver was like your phone vibrating. 
Yes. VIBRATING. 

My mom thought I'm crazy when I'm walking around the chair to calm my shiver nerves down. 

So My dad brought me to the doctor. 
Guessed what? 
KIDNEY INFECTION. 

It's unbelievable. 
But it's true. 
I've been drinking water and more water and more water for the past 2 days. 
I almost vomited today. 
I can't believe I've discovered the miracle taste of water. 
NASTY. 

So the pain is still here, just not so pain. 
Perhaps it's the painkiller. 
I don't know. 
I don't wanna die. 



 

Judge

Ah...... Time to update this blog. 

So I got my pay check this afternoon. 
I'm really happy because I am earning money OMG. 
At least now I'm not using My Mom's money to go shopping, to yumcha with friends, to do my own stuff.
I think My Mom is also kinda happy about it. 
She doesn't need to give me 300 bucks every months and yell at me at the same time.
I AM AN USEFUL HUMAN. LIKE FINALLY. 

So last night I went supper with my boyfriend, 
just a simple coffee chain store nearby ma house. 
We struggled on which coffee to choose and which food we wanna eat. 
Such dilemma. 

 

Our order came, 

and so...... We talked. 

Not those lovey-dovey-pumpkin-pie-cupcake-romantic kinda topics, 

we talked like normal, gossip abit, judging people, judging ourselves, and laughed abit of course. 

Judging people makes me feel I'm going to hell, so I judge myself too. 

June

Oh...... It's June already? 

Gosh...... When is the last time I update this space man...... 
But actually, there's really nothing to write about...... 
I mean, everyday is like everyday, 
I'm like doing/repeating the same thing everyday, 
friends went UK for degree, but not me, 
therefore I can't really write about my little clumsy adventure/seeing blue eye/gingers in the UK. 
Unless if I wanna blog about my little thoughts which I don't have any by the way. 
I'm still writing articles, brain spinning crazily like everyday (even before sleep), earning money to spend them. 
Brain tired, I'm tired, my eyes are tired, 
I can't even like think like, my personal thoughts? 
Dafuq am I talking about. 
I wanna poo brain. 

Yup. Me. 

Sometimes I wonder do I even have a normal brain. 

May

Finally,
I feel like writing.
Ever since I got my writing job, I felt so lazy to blog.
I'm just so afraid of writing and writing, I eventually lose interest in writing.
The only thing that keeps me motivated is the allowance.
Humans are basically NOTHING without money.

Yea.
Gotta work hard, get more money.

So I suppose this post is gonna be a long one.
I have tons of things that happened in April to update here.
I went ice skating with ma BFF, I went lunch with my another BFF, I went lunch again with my another BFF, My Dad came back from Johor and we watched football.
Oh, and that's about it.
It's so short.

 Yep. My recent mood is something like his.
I think I better put some photos in this.

My long lost BFF.
The last time I saw her was like...... 4 years ago.
I can't recall, it's tooooooooooo long.
We look like each other huh. 

7 years ago.
7 f*ckin' years.
I still love her. If she saw this she'll probably scream the shit out of her. XD

 

And of course, 

the Tong Lu and the Ian. 

BFFz FOREVAzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

So I bought this hat from Forever 21. 
And each of us took many many many photos wearing it.
Damn, we look like macam yes.
Indie pop ah! Thanks to the hat which cost me rm69. 

And my high school old humans and I went ice skating.
We fell and screamed and laughed.
Gosh we had so much fun there. 
We went Genting too.
5pm took off from Sunway and arrived at Genting around 8:30pm. 
All freaking things in one day.
We were crazy as hell. MENTAL.
But I enjoyed it.
I don't know after this, when can we meet and do crazy stuffs together again.